I Wonder

I wonder what you do on Sunday afternoons now,

wonder are you still toying with that vegan idea

did you get that dog,

did you get everything you said you gonna get,

does it feel like you thought it would,

does it feel better?

I wonder who you talk to now

wonder if you think of me

I wonder who makes your coffee for you

I wonder if you shop anything new

I wonder if someone else wonders the same for you

I wonder if these thoughts come from curiosity,

or that I still care for you,

I know I expect nothing,

but I wonder if my words are true

do you still sleep at 9.30, do you still struggle with laundry, do you miss mom,
do you ever feel alone?

I wonder what future you are planning in these days of rest,
I am sure it's a perfect picture
I know am not in it, I wonder exactly how much is that I have lost,

I wonder how much will I recover

I wonder when would you find love again,

I know we all do,

I wonder where will I be then,

there was nothing anyone of us could do…